"I long to accomplish great and noble tasks, but my duty is to accomplish humble tasks as if they were great and noble."
--Helen Keller

"The miracle isn't that I finished.The miracle is that I had the courage to start."

-John Bingham

Friday, July 27, 2012

Recognizing God's Hands in Our Daily Blessings


"In reality, there aren’t many things in a day that are totally without significance. Even the mundane and repetitious can be tiny but significant building blocks that in time establish the discipline and character and order needed to realize our plans and dreams. Therefore, as you ask in prayer for your daily bread, consider thoughtfully your needs—both what you may lack and what you must protect against. As you retire to bed, think about the successes and failures of the day and what will make the next day a little better. And thank your Heavenly Father for the manna He has placed along your path that sustained you through the day."

Monday, July 23, 2012

Inviting Jesus Christ More Fully into Our Lives

(a transcript-- though not exact-- of the talk I gave in Sacrament meeting on July 22, 2012)

Years ago as part of promoting the book I had just published, I had the opportunity to speak to a group of 60 or so prisoners at the Utah State Prison in Bluffdale. Surrounded by fences and barbed wire, guards with guns, video cameras, and bars, I was able to testify to these prisoners (many of them sex offenders or abusers or drug addicts or thieves) that they had two chances in life to have a relationship with their father. The first is with their earthly father (many of them did not know or get along with their earthly fathers) and the second with their Heavenly Father. I felt impressed to paraphrase a scripture from Romans:

Romans 8:38-39
"For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, no angels, not principalities, not powers, not things present, nor things to come. 


"Nor height, nor depth, not any other creature shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jest our Lord." 

Even these hardened prisoners are not out of the reach of the love of our Heavenly Father. And why is he kind?

Alma 33:11 says "it is because of thy Son that thou hast been merciful unto us." 

What has Christ done for you lately? Or a better question: What have you allowed Christ to do for you?

Alma 33:21
"O my brethern, if you could be healed by merely casting about your eyes that ye might be healed, would ye not behold quickly, or would ye rather harden your hearts in unbelief, and be slothful that y would not cast about your eyes, that ye might perish?"

Matthew 11:28
"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.


"Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart and ye shall find rest unto your souls.


"For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

Christ invites us to 'Learn of Him.' Learn what?

Alma chapter 37 shows us the power of the scriptures. So what do the scriptures teach us about Christ?

Alma 26:12: "For in his strength I can do all things."
1 Nephi 1:20: "His tender mercy is over all whom he hath chosen."
2 Nephi 11: He will gather-- and has gathered-- us as a hen gathereth her chicks.
Alma 38:9: "There is no other way or means whereby man may be saved."
Alma 34:16: "He will encircle us in the arms of mercy."
Alma 31:31: "He will comfort your soul."
Mosiah 24:14: "I will also ease the burdens which are put on your shoulders that even you cannot feel them."
Mosiah 15:9: "He is filled with compassion for the children of men."

Knowing his character and goodness-- what do you want Christ to do for you? How much of a part of your life will you make him?

Alma 32:37: "even if you can no more than desire to believe." Believe that he can make your life better. Alma the younger, while being tormented with the pains of a damned soul, simply thought about and remembered his father prophesying of Christ. That simple thought brought him great relief. 

Christ brings us happiness, the feeling of being love, peace, contentment, patience, laughter, courage, the desire to love others, faith. All of these gifts, and more, are ours for the taking. We just must ask. How much easier/happier/smoother/calmer/brighter would our lives be if we allowed Christ to be more involved? 

Because of the Atonement of Jesus Christ, I have had my own miracle restoration. I've been told many times that it's a miracle I am alive. It's a miracle for me to be functioning. It's a miracle that I am not consumed with bitterness. It's a miracle for me to be able to reach out and save lives. It's ALL due to the Atonement and His restoration of my life. There was a time when I felt so completely and utterly abandoned. I felt like because I had made some bad, bad decisions that I deserved to be abandoned by God. Now I look forward to watching the divine replay so I can see just how intimately and carefully Heavenly Father was involved in my life during that time. 

I was so very, very broken, and Christ made me new again. At the front of my book, I wrote: 
To my Father in Heaven, who saved my life.
To my Savior, who restored my life.
To my eternal companion, who makes that life worth living. 

I have an analogy about the power of the Atonement. Our lives are like an aquarium. Everyday life turns our water yucky and dirty. At the end of the day, I have a chance to use the power of the Atonement to clean that water out and make it pure & clear again. On good days, I feel like it's as simple as scooping out some leaves or whatnot on top. On bad days, the only thing to scoop out is the few good things I did and then the water needs to be tossed. The point is that I can always start fresh. I can always use the power of the Atonement to make my water fresh, pure, and clear. We have the sacrament, daily prayers, and service to others as a way to use the power of the Atonement. 

Invite Christ into your life: in a deeper, fuller, longer way. 

I'd like to close with two verses of one of my favorite sacrament hymns. This is the only hymn we sing from the perspective of Christ-- as though he is talking to us instead of us singing of him. 

Reverently and Meekly Now

verse 3
Bid thine heart all strife to cease
With thy brethern be at peach

Oh forgive as thou wouldst be
E'en forgiven now by me

In the solemn faith of prayer
Cast upon me all thy care

And my Spirit's grace shall be
Like a fountain unto thee

verse 4
At the throne I intercede
For thee do I ever plead

I have loved thee as thy friend
With a love that cannot end

Be obedient, I implore
Prayerful, watchful evermore

And be constant unto me
That thy Savior I may be

Friday, July 20, 2012

Bountiful Handcart Days Parade: 2000 Stripling Warriors



This entry for Bountiful's Handcart days parade was AMAZING. They had 2000 young men dressed up as the stripling warriors marching down the parade route. To see just how many 2000 is was powerful and to imagine the original young men going to war to fight for their families.... wow. I cried. I couldn't help it. The feeling was electric.

These young men did not doubt that their mothers knew the gospel was true and they did not doubt that God would protect. So though they were young, they went off to war. Battle after battle, not a single one of them was killed.

I looked into the faces of these modern day young men and was in awe. What a powerful opportunity to march and to represent such great young men.

I hope you enjoy the 60 second video. It took several minutes for all 2000 men to walk by-- they were the length of 4 football fields. Several were in wheelchairs being pushed. One was in a chair being carried on sticks.

Wow. That's just about all I can say. Wow.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

It's Official! Finally! (phew)

In February, I submitted my application for the University of Utah's licensed substance abuse counseling program (LSAC) and then waited. In March, the state legislature changed Utah's licensing laws and the U's LSAC scrambled to make the necessary changes to be compliant.

Today, after a LLLLOOOOONNNNNGGGGG wait, I was officially notified that I am one of 40 students that will start at the U in a few weeks. Because of the licensing changes, I'm now qualified to earn an advanced substance abuse use disorder license so I'll have more training, more field hours, and, theoretically, more opportunities when I am licensed.

The program starts on August 15th which doesn't give me too much time to stress. I'm SO excited. It will be an adjustment for my family, but I think it will be okay. The program is just over a year long and then I take my state licensing exam. :o)

Happy, happy, happy day.


Tuesday, July 17, 2012

My NEW FAVORITE SONG!



LOVING this song. Especially since it reminds me of President Monson's saying "It's better to look up."

Look up and keep working. Any relationship worth having is worth fighting for.

"We got a life to learn, and God knows we're worth it."

Monday, July 16, 2012

"Stand In Holy Places"


"Not a day has gone by that I have not communicated with my Father in Heaven through prayer. It is a relationship I cherish—one I would literally be lost without. If you do not now have such a relationship with your Father in Heaven, I urge you to work toward that goal. As you do so, you will be entitled to His inspiration and guidance in your life."

"You Matter To Him"


"This is a paradox of man: compared to God, man is nothing; yet we are everything to God. While against the backdrop of infinite creation we may appear to be nothing, we have a spark of eternal fire burning within our breast. We have the incomprehensible promise of exaltation—worlds without end—within our grasp. And it is God’s great desire to help us reach it."

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Preston DI


#15 DI

Preston, ID
July 11, 2012

Bought "And Now You Know" by Larry Morris


This is our first out of state DI and the TINIEST DI ever! It was SO small. The book section was like 4 shelves. The toy section was two shelves. I loved Preston-- it's a beautiful part of Idaho. And I thought of Napolean Dynamite the whole time. 

Logan DI



#14 DI

Logan, UT
July 11, 2012

Bought "The Secret Journal of Brett Colton" by Kay Lynn Mangun

Brigham City DI



#13 DI

Brigham City, UT
July 11, 2012

Bought "Fire of the Covenant" by Gerald Lund

Tooele DI



#12 DI

Tooele, UT
July 10, 2012

Bought "The Princess and the Hound" by Mette Ivie Harrison

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

How I Know I am Getting Older

-I park in the same aisles at Costco & Walmart so I don't lose my car
-my favorite songs are on the Oldies station
-my kids tell me I am older
-spicy foods = heartburn
-creaks & cracks & groans are commonly heard from my joints
-the kids I teach in detention were born after I graduated high school/college
-I don't recognize any of the new popular singers
-all my favorite TV shows are having "reunion" specials
-the horrid clothes I wore in junior high are back in fashion (ugh)
-I like to eat at the same places when I go out to eat
-my parents don't seem so old anymore
-I start to see myself as old enough to be the mother of many kids I teach
-I just registered my daughter for junior high
-I remember life without email and cellphones and texting and computers


Aren't birthdays great??

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Things I ADORE about My New House

-LOTS of counter space in the kitchen
-Front loading washer (laundry is almost fun. *almost*)
-Huge backyard
-Established garden
-Ice maker in fridge
-Reverse Osmosis system under the sink
-3 car garage. No more SNOW on the car
-Horses live across the street
-Tons of storage space
-A front porch that will one day have a porch swing
-Vaulted ceilings
-The master closet is AMAZING
-Large, jetted tub
-It's clean
-Lots of fruit trees
-It's MINE!
-The master bedroom is big enough to have a bed, a chair, and my elliptical
-The front room will be our library area.
-There are window seats. I LOVE window seats
-Lots of windows
-LOTS of outlets. They are all over. I love it! No more hunting and stretching cords out to plug things in
-It has a built in desk area. What a relief and blessing
-It's fabulous! I adore it very much. It's slowly coming together. Every day it looks better and better and more like home. Can't wait to hang my pictures up-- that's when it's really "ready" in my opinion.